Où aller...? Ou Etre?


ouallerouetre

Sa confusion est grande. Rien dans sa vie ne l'appelle vraiment. Aller par ici ou par là Faire ceci ou faire celà? Rien n'est vraiment désirable. Et quand on va quelque part, aucun chemin n'est suivi jusqu'au'au bout.
Pire l'envie d'entreprendre s'est enfuie.

A quoi bon aller? A quoi on être?

 

Doucement la distinction se crée.
Aller quelque part, c'est bien joli. Encore faut savoir QUI y va!

La direction s'éclaire, s'affine.

Il ne s'agit pas tant de savoir où on va que de savoir qui y va. Il ne s'agit pas tant d'aller quelqe part que d'être avec soi.

Le voile se déchire; la pertinence apparaît.

Bien sûr qu'on a envie d'aller nulle part; bien sûr qu'on n'a pas envie d'aller ailleurs, car c'est ici que tout se passe.
C'est entre soi et soi que doit avoir lieu la première rencontre, la première confiance, le premier soutien.

La rencontre a lieu, ici et maintenant. Elle nourrit la confiance en demain ....

 

(Photo Dominique Roques)

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