Suis-je au bon endroit?

 

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Elle vient en visio en se demandant si sa question relève bien de la maïeusthésie.
C'est si compliqué, si embrouillé. Et quand elle se rend compte que ça lui empoisonne la vie, le doute s'efface.
 
Elle est exactement là où elle doit être.
 
Nous partons cheminer à l'écoute de ce qui se manifeste, à la rencontre de ces êtres qui appellent si fort qu'ils "empoisonnent" sa vie.
Au fil du chemin, des cohérences naissent; du sens se crée.
 
Et le déchirement initial se change en une puissante énergie dont on n'avait pas perçu tout de suite qu'il était une seule et même aspiration.
 
La réponse à la question initiale n'est pas trouvée. Elle ne sort pas du chapeau.
Une forme de paix intérieure se fait jour.
 
Des graines sont semées.
La Vie fera le reste.
 
Bonne route  ...


(Photo D.Roques)

 



 

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